I have trip anxiety, but not so, my work. It's been flying out of Dutchess County all year to shows in the far-flung worlds of Oregon, California, Minnesota and New Jersey. So we're all happy. The work goes out. I stay home and make more.
Last week my installation piece called Portolani, Maps of a Journey traveled to the Susan Hensel Gallery in Minneapolis to be part of a show called Leap of Faith: Give It a Rest. The exhibit explores the meaning of Sabbath. (Visit www.susanhenselgallery.blogspot.com to learn more about the exhibit.)
PORTOLANI
Maps of a Journey
The natural world is where I find Sabbath. Whether I take a walk up the nearby hill, sit by a creek or just find a moment's surprise in something like the way the sunlight enters my house, these time give me rest from the demands of the day. They refresh my spirit and make space for new things to happen. An answer to a dilemma shows up. A phrase that prompts a poem speaks itself. An idea for art comes into being. Without Sabbath in the arms of the natural world, I cannot imagine that any of the would happen.
Portolani: Maps of a Journey grew out of this practice. It traces interactions with the natural world from August to the following May. It begins with a prayer of sorts and ends with transformation.
Above is the work installed at the AMAGE Gallery of St Thomas Aquinas College in Sparkill, NY. Below are two panels from the piece. (Visit www.JohanneRenbeck.com/work/portolani for more information about Portolani.)
All is still in the orchard.
Rows of trees meditate
under a wide sky.
Static clouds part here and there
to reveal high holy blue.
Far off, lapis mountains
delineate heaven and earth.
Rows of trees meditate
on the undulating hillside
standing in tall ragged grasses
that no one stirs to mow.
Here on the rolling earth
all is green and only a
patient eye can finally see
the small, shapely apples and
pears hanging among
leaves on the uplifted
arms of meditating trees.
Now is the season of
waiting and luck.
I long to sit in that orchard,
swelling imperceptibly,
betting against drought
and storm and insect horde.
I long to believe that I,
worshiping some great mystery,
may bear new fruit.
Black cherry tree,
you ride me on your
shoulders in the wind
and I open my arms
to chance. You loan
me your trunk, rough
and dark, so I can
feel how roots
anchor in the earth
while branches tumble
in waves of wind.
My arms rise up as branches
feeling ease. Little
leaves flicker into being
bringing home the sun
to fill me, to cascade arcs
of flowers from my finger ends.
When I've grown these;
leaves, they will fall
away, out into the
world, scattering.
Poems and images copyright Johanne Renbeck.